Trying to follow through on what I think God wants me to do often means trekking into the Unknown. I don’t know how you feel about going into unseen territory – but I get a little squeamish. I lose my appetite. My thoughts become consumed with worries…the chief of which is, “What if I FAIL?”
Instead of pondering what amazing possibilities God might be up to in my life, I sit biting my nails off because He might NOT come through this time! Sound familiar?
My ultimate problem here is that I really DO want to live my life amazed at what possibilities God has in store for my walk on this earth. Remaining squeamish and nail-biting is not a sufficient answer.
Unsuccessful as I have been, two actions have really impacted my ability to get beyond the fear and embrace what God has in store for me next:
1) I ask God to give me His courage to take me into that Unknown and walk me through it; and
2) I walk into it.
Although I have several specific areas in which God is asking me to take His courage and walk into that Unknown, today it is Twitter. Yes, Twitter. It may sound silly to you, but I will be able to minister more effectively when I have more tools for communication at my disposal. But I don’t understand Twitter! I even bought Twitter for Dummies I’m so worried I can’t do it right. I not only don’t know HOW to do it – I don’t have any “followers” – which sort of negates the whole purpose of the medium. You see, I’m failing before I ever start! And the nausea begins to set in!
No! Not today. Today I decidedly asked for God’s courage. Sitting in Starbucks I signed up for Twitter, Tweeted my first Tweet, and began following a few other people. Tomorrow I’ll Tweet some more. The next day I’ll do it again. What God does with His courage in me and my willingness to Tweet to 0 followers is His business.
What might His courage in you bring about today?
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And I know it is a bit counter-intuitive to be tweeting when you have no followers: you know nobody is reading. After a little time, though, as people see you actually are tweeting, they will peek in, then follow and listen if they find your tweets containing something they want to hear. So, even these follower-less tweets serve a good purpose.
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